It was 10 years ago to this day, I said goodbye to my Father.
Though I know he’s still with me, I still feel such regret and sadness.
So much I should have said. So many times I should have listened.
The last time we talked, smiled and hugged one another was on my wedding day…
Though I hold these times dear to my heart, I feel a loss just thinking of all the memories we didn’t have a chance to make. I cannot believe he missed 10 years of my life!
Today I’m a little quiet, a little on edge and many times fighting the urge to scream.
Instead I’ll remember in tears and hope that he misses me too…